Hey guys! Sorry i havent been posting as often as promised, but im super busy ( or just lazy. Probably lazy) but today my furniture arrived! Now instead of moving here for real being a hazy dream, it all feels sharp and pretty permanent. My mind finally accepted the fact that I no longer belong to ACS. My house is this. My stuff belongs here. My mind knows that. But my heart hasnt gotten it yet. In the morning, when everythings fuzzy and my brain is dozing, i finally feel good. I love mornings because i can pretend that im still where I felt happy and warm. But then reality wacks my heart and my brain takes over. One day, ill get used to it. Ill start defending this new school like i defended the last.
But not today.
Mira
Ps that was a serious post! BTW, if y'all are sick of goin on my blog and taking forever, you can type your email into the little box next door and voila! Easier access to new posts!
Woohoo!
Mimi xx
3 comments:
In class when we have to partner up with someone I'm still looking around the classroom for you... It takes a few seconds for reality to hit me... :(
Miss you alot!
Same happened to me for like half a year I couldn't accept the fact that I left ACS but after visitig I got over it and it still hurts that I'm gone but it helped ME to think you all forgot me. (YOU probabably did) at first I was unusually happy I moved then I became depressed but I'm bubbly again. hehe I like that song.
OMG the irony! me too! im working in class and im absorbed and i forget where i am, so when the teacher says "partner up" i look to my right to your usual spot but i dont see you and im like "whaa??' then BAM! i remember. it SUCKS, dude! sophia, you emo person. its not poss to think everyone hates me. they threw me a surprise pary for G's sake! it was awesome, BTW!
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